LETTING GO OF REGRET

10.02.2010

If I should die today, would I die with regrets? A few maybe, but I have mostly come to terms with the mistakes I’ve made. There were lessons to be learned, hard lessons sometimes, and I forgave myself, and others. Some lessons were harder to understand than others, and a few I’m still working through, but I learned from them all, and most importantly, I learned about me. The more I learn about me and who I am, the happier I become. The happier I become, the closer I feel to God, the Universe, the Oneness. I like how I feel these days.

Sometimes I’ll allow circumstances to rule my emotions until I remember two things. I charted this lifetime, as I had many others, and God does and will continue to love me. He wants what I want for me, a joyful life. And sometimes you have to experience the negative to get to the positive joy.

I really try to stop and smell the flowers despite how busy life seems to get. I love looking at the sky, day or night, trying to imagine its vastness. I really enjoy the morning’s first cup of coffee. I find deep pleasure in the company of my loved ones and close circle of friends. Their smiles, their joy, touches my heart. And I can’t describe the totally awesome feeling when I do a reading for someone, the connection to Spirit, the depth of love I feel, the humbling of it all. I am truly blessed.